2018
A Mystery
Last year, I visited Occitania with my brother (look it up on Wikipedia if you're not sure where that is). I decided to go there to see for myself what was going on during the 12th century Albigensian Crusade where the local bishop came up with this pearl about Cathar heretics scattered amongst the faithful, "O kill them all, God knows which are his". This poem is one of my final thoughts on the subject.
The Cathar graves lie all forgot
Beneath the southern skies
Draped with veil of deep forgot
And yet mute evidence of when
In frightfulness weeds choked out wheat
Proclaiming truth that should not die
The Kingdom is within us, so they say
Does not come through violence,
With force or causing hurt
Conversion by the sword, you know,
Was never in the Plan
Comes privately to people one by one
Fellow travelers along the way
Seek others journeying t'ward home
As like finds like and hate finds hate --
And like and hate repel as we well know.
Though not discerned through opposition
They yet can be distinguished well enough
The Godly Generation
He will deliver the needy when he cries out
The poor also, and him who has no helper.
He will spare the poor and the needy
And will save the souls of the needy.
He will redeem their lives from oppression and violence
And their blood will be precious in His sight.
Behold, these are the ungodly
who are always at ease
They increase in riches
Surely I have purged my heart in vain
And washed my hands in innocence
For all day long I have been plagued
And chastened every morning
If I had said "I will speak thus"
Behold I would have been untrue
To the generation of your children.
When I thought how to understand this
it was too painful for me
Until I went to the sanctuary of God.
Then I understood their end
Truly God is good to His people
To such as are pure in heart
But as for me, my feet had almost stumbled
My steps had nearly slipped
When I was envious of the boastful
For I saw the prosperity of the wicked
From Psalm 73
Copyright © Peter Crowson Updated October 2021